Dearest Dolly,
Well, here we are, having what may be our last heart to heart for awhile. I have so much to say! First and foremost, know how much I have always loved and respected you. How can I begin? When I was hungry, you fed me. When I was troubled, you consoled me. When I needed to vent, you listened to me. You were wisdom without judgement. I hope you know how much I appreciated that from you.
All those oh so early mornings when you had a hot pot of coffee ready, with a smile on your face and an outfit that had to be just so! You diva, you!
How you used to laugh at me about my coffee creamer,put in the fridge, sometimes coupled with a few brews. Talk about the crack of dawn!
I used to relish the times over the vinyl tablecloth, covered with kid's work from school, the never ending to do list, the mount of bills...
you always just knew that it would all work out.
Always level, with grace and dignity.
Dolly, you have always been my kind of lady.
You saw so much and said little. You kept your mouth shut about stuff...
But!
Not always, Girlfriend!
You, I think, were ahead of your time. As a woman, I mean. You were an outspoken woman who did what she needed to be done and said all that was necesary. Whether it be sugar bread or die, by God, you made it work. Good for you, sweet Dolly! Oh, Dolly, let's talk about some fun!
How about your birthday, when I sang you a special Polish honor song, and you had NO idea what I was singing, but knew it was good?
How about the Chistmas Eve party with you and Frieda as the Mummsie Twins?!? You both were the hit of that freezing cold party, and did not even know it!
But, I gotta tell you, Dolly, you passed your love on to my friends, your children, Dar and B.J....
These are people filled with the love and giving that you are. And you know, and have always known, that the best of us, as you, are not without faults. That is one, among many other things I love about you.
Love and acceptance.
Oh, yeah, did I mention how much fun I had at your birthday party with you wine coolers?
Oh, foo, Dolly, now I'm crying, and this letter was meant to be one of joy.
So, be with your beloved, say hi to all whom I love, and I'll see you when it is time.
Just know how much you touched me and I love you, Mom.
Roni
xxxooo