I'm writing this because I know it was tough but confirming for you to read, his sister. and maybe I'm wrong, but he told me about you. He loved you. In his own stubborn ass way). If I am wrong about this, still please read..........................anyway. I am a dumb 21 year old kid who came to John in the biggest mistake we both ever made. ;) but none of that matters now. because once a person dies, their personality dies too, but their "soul" or "essence" continues on. Got that everybody. Good. :) John and I shared the same dreams and "hopes". I don't think I can express that enough. We both were dreamers with huge aspirations in life. I came to him when I was 21. To me he was like Bono, from U2. He was my hero, he was EVERYTHING to me, he was all I had....left "in me". Though I don't think of him that way now, but...I probably should. I had two choices at "his" Theosophical society" John Tzaras or Dave Oros. I must admit I hated both. But I chose both. That was my blessing and my curse. John always thought Dave was "trying to steal" the people from "his group at the Theosophical society". but Dave really just trying to steal himself from the great groups john facilitated. End of that story. John always answered the phone when I called. He never told me what i needed to know, but he did always answer and said...Hello hello...and bye bye, bye bye. And that is what I have to be thankful to him for... he always picked up and always said bye bye, bye bye. Aside from that he didn't say to me anything, he was too shy, to withheld. And I hate him for that, but I love him for who he was, for just "picking up"....it's a lot more than the current theosophical president will do. Anyways, in short ...we shared a Dream. I hate myself for not making more of it, but we were both hard made. I just want you to know that we and John hit the highest of notes, the most powerful/empowering of points humanity can offer a man. He felt love
