Linda Swinney
Mom, I am sorry I have not posted here on obituaries not only fir you but even the rest of our love ones, Dad, Johnny, Keith and Mary. It has been too hard in grief to come to this website and post messages. I love you and our family who passed on. All these deaths have put me in a longterm trauma shock which has been so painful to deal with. Visiting you all in person has been better for me because it connected us better on personal levels.
We were very bonded close Mom you and I. The baby of 4 kids mom I know you loved all your kids.
You have two sons and daughters and I viewed us daughters, sisters Maru and myself as your princesses and not only me. You did treasure your daughters Mary big princess and Linda little princess. No favoritism shown by you mom..
I do love Dad but our connection was not close. I realized cannot have everything in life not all family members will be close to one another. Some is different personalities and interests, etc. We love eachother in our own ways. I sense the care is from a distance and pretty much with limited contact. There has been things in the ways the distance between eachother as well as some deep rooted hurt said and some done between eachother that has caused trust to be broken limiting expressing love between eachother. Sad but true but still love them. I learned to see them and things said, done for what it is loving from a distance, pray for them and forgive them. I had to learn about setting boundaries and why its vital to set up boundaries with people and things. They do not define as an individual or control my life.
Only allow what I want and what I do not want, I set boundary in place and is no. Truth is Mom I gave it to all to God handle. Learning anyone person's no matter how there related to you can hurt you.
Mom I miss you more than you ever know. Our times we spent together. You was the closest person in my life not only my mother but my very best friend to me than any of my friends, family members. Easy to come to you to talk about anything and you was not
judgemental towards me but your honesty you gave at times was not so pleasant but do appreciate your honesty
even though was painful. I know your looking over all of me and love ones. Someday we will reunite with you and love ones. I miss the times we went to bingo, shopping and just hanging out together and they were good times we had.
Love you Mom Toni, RIP ~ Daughter Linda Swinney ❤️
