Today we said goodbye to you. I guess now I must accept that you are really gone. I don’t know if I’ll be able to do that. You taught me so much about life, but we didn’t get to the part of how to live the later part of my life with grace, like you did. How do I pick memories when you are woven into every part of my life?
I knew you as a mother, but as we traveled, I got to know you as a separate person, a friend. It was like discovering an entirely new person; so, I know that you were an amazing friend, as well as mother. I wish we had time for more trips, when I had you all to myself. It won’t be the same, but ‘ll take you to all the places I promised. I’ll still put out your deck chair, and Gibby will still have a blanket for you at the campfire. I’ll remember how you looked in the firelight, or on the deck in the sun
Your most important goal in life was to be a good mother and raise a good family. You succeeded. No one realized how strong you were because you were always encouraging everyone else. You never showed your cards, or your struggles.
I know how much you loved being here with us. I know how hard you fought to stay here with us. But I also know where you really wanted to be was with dad. So now, you’re safe in his arms again. You’re lying next to him again. And you are both finally at peace together again.
I love you so much mom.